Tuesday, June 15, 2010

i have no clue...

why?
why do i always want to talk to him?
why do i feel so alone when i cant?
why do i break the rules for him?
why must my parents get mad?
why is it i can see the good in it and they cant?
why dont they remember?
why dont they understand?
why cant they recall the way they felt when they thought they found "love"?
why are they blind?
why have they forgotten?
why do they longer believe in that thing, that feeling that they once had?
why do they say there is no such thing as "true love" at this age?
why do they tell us to persue our dreams?
why do they crush them?
why do they think they see everything while they are so blinded?
why when we try to teach them we get scolded?
why dont they listen?
why do they think that they are all we need?
why do they try to blind us with their ways?
why cant we just be who we want to be?
why cant we be loved by who we want to be loved by?
why do they try to protect us when we must be hurt to grow?
why do they say to wait when u never know when our time is up?
why did they once believe in us?
why dont they now?
why do they take away the things we hold dear to us things we cannot live without?
why do they yell at us then expect us to be fine in the morning?
why when we cry do they make us feel worse?
why when we are ourselves to they not approve?
why then are they telling us to be ourselves?
why do they scold us for getting a "b" in a subject they dont even remember themselves?
why do they expect so much out of us?
why cant they let us make mistakes of our own?
why to they think we can learn from theirs?
why do they think they know what were going through?
why dont they let us love?
why when we think weve found "love" to they scold us for breaking the rules?
why dont they see that we do this because we love the person?
why cant they see that we need love?
why cant they remember they were just like us once?
why do they think that keeping us away from the person we love will teach us a lesson?
why do they wonder why we dont want to talk to them after they do this?
why dont they remember?
why are they blind?
why cant they see?
we just want to be free...

**not for or about anyone inparticular**


2 comments:

  1. why was this so long? haha. juuust kidding! i like it. welcome to the blogger sphere ;)

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  2. well sorrryyy lol
    i was very ... lets just say emotional... when i wrote this.
    LOL
    thanks

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