Places I've Been

I finally got my new graphite! Now i have to save up for pastels!! Then my life will be .. almost complete =P

New York

**Graphite & Charcoal**

I went to New York, when was it...? About two years ago in May.. i think. It was AMAZING. In my mind the clouds and rain made it all the more beautiful. I didn't actually get to go into the Empire State Building but HEY! I was there soo i was happy.

-rain = ^-^

-jessica

More Drawings Enjoyy

'We appreciate Light because we have been in Darkness."

Domo-Kun!

My First Eye

make of it what you will...

^-^ i like this one!

Incomplete

Farewell Seniors!

hmm... doesnt really feel like summer yet...

Last night's graduation was very emotional for me =(

Im going to miss all of my seniors so much, BUT i know they will go on to do great things!

I actually counted! I have 42 senior friends ~_~

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Oh Rebecca!!!

Why do you have to move!!

How am I supposed to live without my sister banshee!!?

I know you will do great things though ^-^

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Patipat!!

how did i only come to meet you THIS year!??

I wish i could have had more time with you!!

YOUUU always find a way to make me cryy!! =P

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Hector... there are no words to describe what you mean to me...

You have helped me through soo much... from the time I stabbed myself with that safety pin...

To praying for my anxiety...

You have been like a big brother to me. I love you!

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Easter Grace Gallimba!!

ohh mahh gooodnesss!!

I love youuuu!!

You have an amazing personality!!

On top of that... you are an amazing actress... you have an astonishing voice...

AND YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!

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Marwell... **tsk tsk**

I hate you...

justt kiddddingg ^-^

I love you!

I am still envious of your amazing piano skills though!

AND we still need to do a duet on piano!

I still remember the day i met you ^-^

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Christopher Hill... mhhmm thats right...

We STILL need to climb that tree!!

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Cameron... ive known you for how long??... danggggg

I know you'll go on to do great things ^-^

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And alllllllllllll of my other seniors!!

I Lovvvveee youuuuu alllll!!!

COME VISIT!!!

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i dont know.

yah.. i wrote this a while ago. very tough time for me.. ENJOI!! ^-^

i dont know.

i dont know what he means,

i dont know what to say.

should i stay and take this,

or should i walk away?

i dont know why i do this,

i dont know why i try.

am i fighting for a one-sided friendship?

what happened to him and i?

i dont know what to do,

i dont know if he cares,

i guess for now ill just wait and see

while my heart, inside me, tears.

i know i could,

i know i can be.

his name i wrote in the sand

and was washed away by the sea

i still dont know what he means.

i still dont know what to say,

but ive made my choice,

im going to walk away.

he may choose to follow

but i will not turn his way.

i need to find THE one that will cherish my heart

for forever and a day.

for: peter

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My Drawings

I, for the most part, draw with graphite ... hmm... I need to buy a new set...

ANYWAYZZ.. hope you enjoy them! Commmenttttt Pweeezzzeee!!! ^-^

help...







goodnight

idk...

"act well your part, there all the honor lies" Thespian Troupe 1442

12:13 AM 5/21/10

midterm boredom

my inspiration

a terrible paradise

international day 10' boredom

more to come!

d(^-^)b

i have no clue...

why?
why do i always want to talk to him?
why do i feel so alone when i cant?
why do i break the rules for him?
why must my parents get mad?
why is it i can see the good in it and they cant?
why dont they remember?
why dont they understand?
why cant they recall the way they felt when they thought they found "love"?
why are they blind?
why have they forgotten?
why do they longer believe in that thing, that feeling that they once had?
why do they say there is no such thing as "true love" at this age?
why do they tell us to persue our dreams?
why do they crush them?
why do they think they see everything while they are so blinded?
why when we try to teach them we get scolded?
why dont they listen?
why do they think that they are all we need?
why do they try to blind us with their ways?
why cant we just be who we want to be?
why cant we be loved by who we want to be loved by?
why do they try to protect us when we must be hurt to grow?
why do they say to wait when u never know when our time is up?
why did they once believe in us?
why dont they now?
why do they take away the things we hold dear to us things we cannot live without?
why do they yell at us then expect us to be fine in the morning?
why when we cry do they make us feel worse?
why when we are ourselves to they not approve?
why then are they telling us to be ourselves?
why do they scold us for getting a "b" in a subject they dont even remember themselves?
why do they expect so much out of us?
why cant they let us make mistakes of our own?
why to they think we can learn from theirs?
why do they think they know what were going through?
why dont they let us love?
why when we think weve found "love" to they scold us for breaking the rules?
why dont they see that we do this because we love the person?
why cant they see that we need love?
why cant they remember they were just like us once?
why do they think that keeping us away from the person we love will teach us a lesson?
why do they wonder why we dont want to talk to them after they do this?
why dont they remember?
why are they blind?
why cant they see?
we just want to be free...

**not for or about anyone inparticular**